Feeling really down about my anxiety. My psychiatrist discharged me yesterday because no medications were working for me. I have no motivation to do anything I want to do. I feel like I waste so much of my time. Can't stop obsessing over my mistakes in the past and worrying myself sick
So earlier today, after I found out about something I should've been doing all semester and haven't even started (on top of the 15 other things I'm worrying about right now), I pretty much had a mental breakdown. I had to go see my counselor before it turned into a crisis situation.
I'm feeling surprisingly on top of things right now and good a bout myself for the most part, which I never feel like that or haven't for the longest time.
It makes me wonder when (or if) everything is going to come crashing down.