The fact that I'm so jealous.
Tomorrow, my boyfriend will meet a girl for the second time (last time was about a month ago), and I'm just sitting here super nervous that she might fall for him (I trust my bf though, he loves me), and I can't handle that she would.
She does have a boyfriend, but I'm still afraid.
it makes me angry to see someone act like an authority on a subject in which they are obviously an amateur and have no idea what they're talking about.
school sucks because the classes are mixed abilities for some reason and i have to decorate nearly all of my freaking exercise books + i have 2 thick *** homework booklets
i decided i would revisit minecraft after years and it isnt working.
"ugh school is taking up my life !!"
*most of my clubs (magazine and print orgs) involve just me sitting for 30 mins to an hour and listening to the eboard and writers ramble about ideas bc i dont have much use until the end of the semester when layout designers are needed but i dont wanna be like.. rude by skipping meetings but i could also be using that time actually.. working on commissions, homework or napping* :,)
this guy in my spanish class was making a beeline to talk to me and someone stepped in front of him and i had to get to another class so that never happened rip me
OK I ADMIT IT I LOVE YOU OK i ****ing love you and it breaks my heart when i see you play with someone else or anyone commenting in your profile i just want to be your girlfriend and put a heart in my profile linking to your profile and have a walltext of you commenting cute things i want to play video games talk in discord all night and watch a movie together but you just seem so uninterested in me it ****ing kills me and i cant take it anymore i want to remove you but i care too much about you so please i'm begging you to either love me back or remove me and NEVER contact me again it hurts so much to say this because i need you by my side but if you don't love me then i want you to leave because seeing your icon in my friendlist would kill me everyday of my pathetic life.
l o l I think I'm gonna fail my exam tmrw and I'm so scared it's killing me
I'm glad my SO called, he was reassuring me so I calmed down, but ofc soon after when I told my mom abt me being anxious she was like "y'know if you're so scared you're gonna fail tomorrow then why study at all???" thnx for being reassuring and stripping me of my confidence even more lol
also can my org just stop bugging me lmao I'm already anxious about my exam tmrw at 7 am and y'all stressing me out with MORE WORK, could've told me sooner than yesterday lmao