this is my 100th time whining about my japanese class im sorry. but what is wrong with me and my work ethic rn. i'm failing japanese but i have a sudden urge to try and pass it even though i doubtfully will since i don't even know what anyone is saying when we go over homework or tests which makes sense since i never did any homework. it used to be i focus completely on one class and get amazing grades and have all my other classes be good or average, but with japanese i can't keep that up since its so difficult. my interest for passing spiked recently even though from the minute i knew i was failing i thought i'd just take it and fail since its not a required class, i'd only have to have an extra class my senior year which i'm fine with. but now i want to pass and just get as much as i can out of it. idk this sucks
My mom being a huge jerk... She yelled at me telling me if I didn't like her unfair rules to just move out, which I wish I could, but with what I pay her and for bills it leaves no room to save money, effectively trapping me and my boyfriend here... Then she decided to strand me for a ride tonight, thankfully an ex-coworker had the night off and offered me a ride. Just super stressed and depressed and I want to just sleep for a whole month, haven't had a bought of depression this bad in a good long while, just hoping I don't do anything dumb.
**** you, Connect. I just wanted to log on and get my Finance homework and you changed your entire site layout. Now I can't find where anything ****ing is. Thank you so much for wasting my time.