OK, WHAT IN THE HECK. Are you serious?? You have a girlfriend now when before you told me you never even saw/considered anyone in that way? That you "just don't get love" or that you "don't want a gf".
You got an so before me wth? That caught me off guard. You always acted aloof and uninterested in others. I'm hurt because its like you lied to me. I mean sure I didn't ask but I thought we were close enough where you would tell me. I HAD TO HEAR ABOUT THIS FROM OTHER PEOPLE. OTHER people who I know pretend to be your friend. People who use you for homework and tests. And now that it's like this I don't think I can hang out with you anymore once we go to uni because that would be unfair to your gf. You sound so diff. when we text now too :T you don't even sound like you anymore.
I feel like I'm losing all my friends this year...first the trip, then that other person, then you :v
I can't believe I'm crying over this lol I thought we could be better friends once we got into uni but I guess we just have to grow apart instead. I hate knowing that I could never have a close friend. I never feel trustworthy enough or giving enough but I want to be. I have no hopes anymore to even find someone to call a "best friend". Everywhere I go people already have those closer friends or they always exclude you in some way. I'll never know what it's like to have someone you can always trust and tell secrets too. I mean once I start getting close to someone, they leave. I'm getting to the point of "why does it even matter to make friends anymore?" I know I act distant and I'm not the best at providing comfort but I really wish for you guys to be happy - it'd be nice if someone could wish the same for me.
Even now I still have no one to share with about what's bothering me. It quite pitiful that I can only write out all my feelings through here.
What am I going to write in your yearbook now? I guess I'll keep it to a brief "see you at uni!" and of course you'd be oblivious and awkward if I tried to tell why I feel upset and hurt. I'm tired of friends ditching you for their so. Why do you guys feel the need to stick to each other like glue? Plus you just got into a relationship at the end of senior year? Do you know how hard it's going to be once you guys go to college? Now of course there isn't anything wrong with that but I think he failed to take that into account. AND I AM NOT GOING TO KEEP REMINDING YOU OF DUE DATES. GUYS seriously stop relying on me to tell you what you need to turn in or what you should submit. Read the emails your freaking selves.
AND this other person needs to stop acting so done with school. Yea we get it you "hate everyone here" oh boohoo stop freaking whining all the time about how everything sucks. We get it. also why does your bf follow you around like a dog on a leash...and why do you make him open your locker for you when you could do it yourself? And dang man already saying things like "i love you" wowow (way to soon imo).It's obvious that you only talk to other people when your bf isn't around.And this other couple - constantly fighting and bickering. Idk why they're even dating? What the heck is going on with my classmates.
tldr: fml. relationships are hard.