Okay, basically I was going to go to university this summer just passed. I got in, I moved into student halls and I came to the conclusion that I hated it. I hated the atmosphere in the student halls, I hated the city (Leeds) and most of all I hated being away from my family and my home town (Brighton). Since then, I have repaid all of my debts off and moved back in with my family in Brighton (I say family in Brighton because my parents are divorced, so I like to think I have two separate families). Anyway, I've decided to just settle on going to the university local to me. As I completely withdrew my UCAS application (the big online program you use to apply for universities) I have to take a gap year before going into education, which means having to find a job and working full-time.
Lately I've realised that I rely on other people too much. I don't like doing some things by myself, like going into town (the city centre of Brighton) to go job hunting. I've never tried it, and I don't really want to try it by myself, which is why I usually do it when I'm meeting a friend. A question has been daunting me as of lately; why must I have company to job hunt? Don't get me wrong, I don't have some irrational fear of being alone. In fact, I really like being alone. I prefer being by myself sometimes (I feel as though I have to clarify that being alone doesn't necessarily mean that I'm lonely. I am not a lonely person.) And it's also not because I can't get things done on my own. I'm a very dependent person, however when it comes to this certain thing I am not.
Getting to the point of this thread, are there some things which you just can't do without the company of other human beings? Like for me it's evidently visiting shops and communicating with people that can potentially be my future employer.
Lately I've realised that I rely on other people too much. I don't like doing some things by myself, like going into town (the city centre of Brighton) to go job hunting. I've never tried it, and I don't really want to try it by myself, which is why I usually do it when I'm meeting a friend. A question has been daunting me as of lately; why must I have company to job hunt? Don't get me wrong, I don't have some irrational fear of being alone. In fact, I really like being alone. I prefer being by myself sometimes (I feel as though I have to clarify that being alone doesn't necessarily mean that I'm lonely. I am not a lonely person.) And it's also not because I can't get things done on my own. I'm a very dependent person, however when it comes to this certain thing I am not.
Getting to the point of this thread, are there some things which you just can't do without the company of other human beings? Like for me it's evidently visiting shops and communicating with people that can potentially be my future employer.