I'm going to the doctor today for a final check of my ovary, then I will probably be scheduling an appointment to get a biopsy and growth removal done. I'm scared of what's going to happen when I do go under the knife. I mean, surgery has it's risks, but you know nothing too bad anymore. Not with todays technology....
My fear more lies in what the results will be. Even if the last two tumors I had removed were nothing, that doesn't mean the next one won't be. But even if it's the big C, I think I'll be okay. I'll fight it like hell, and not give up. I'll find out today when the surgery will be, I leave in a few hours to go to my appointment...
I probably should be blogging this... Oops. I just want some kind of support from maybe people who have also had scares? I dunno.
I'll post an update today after my appointment.
Ah thanks for reading, I'm sorry
My fear more lies in what the results will be. Even if the last two tumors I had removed were nothing, that doesn't mean the next one won't be. But even if it's the big C, I think I'll be okay. I'll fight it like hell, and not give up. I'll find out today when the surgery will be, I leave in a few hours to go to my appointment...
I probably should be blogging this... Oops. I just want some kind of support from maybe people who have also had scares? I dunno.
I'll post an update today after my appointment.
Ah thanks for reading, I'm sorry