Like, what do I do? There's so much I want to do, and so many ppl I wanna hang out with. I want to enjoy things I used to enjoy, but I feel like if I do so, it'd be a disrespect to others. And it's overwhelming chaos. And like, all I can motivate myself to do is kinda, well, nothing.
And, I kinda don't wanna come off as too serious, or to get others worried about me, but I just dunno.