NOOOOOOO OMG IM GNNA THROW TABLES D; im praying so much, i mean everyone mustve felt so bad for kaneki. for touka being her last words to him as "you dn't belong in anteiku" or whatever, hide being the one to push him about rize, etc. it sucks and i don't want him to really have a tragic life it's ****ing painful thinking about it, people are saying, 'it's not even whether he deserves it or not' BUT IT IS. IT IS ABOUT THAT. HE DOESN'T DESERVE A N Y OF THESE. literally, all he ever did was save everyone, and ****, it sucked even more because he even thought he was being selfish not wanting to be alone, but NO, there was more than that, his will to save everyone was from the bottom of his heart, and even going as far as wanting to change the world. speaking of that, i'm even more pissed about amon what the **** everything is just :'( im crying now bye HAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
and damnit can things get any worse, he couldn't have possibly eaten hide right :'(